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I just want to be alone tonight
I just want to take a lil breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
and everytime it cuts me deeper.
Cause something changed you've been acting so strange
and its taking its toll on me
its safe to say that im ready to let you leave

Without you I live it up a lil more everyday.
Without you i'm seeing myself so differently
I didnt wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When i watched you walk away
Well i never thought i'd say im fine without you.

Called you up cause its been long enough
and you said that you were so much better
we have done a lot of growing up
we were never meant to be together

Cause something changed you've been acting so strange
and its taking its toll on me
its safe to say that im ready to let you leave

Without you I live it up a lil more everyday.
Without you i'm seeing myself so differently
I didnt wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When i watched you walk away
Well i never thought i'd say im fine without you.

i'm very sorry that everytime i get the chance the blog, i post sad stuff. please don't comfort me anymore ok?

ugh i'm so bored now seriously have nothing to do.
thought of making jewellery bracelets etc and oh maybe study a little but that is damn lame and blah at this moment of time.
oh yes got back my results today, as expected i retained ):
gah i've never thought i'll retain when i entered jc but guess it just happened.
so juniors,
please make a wise choice whether to go poly or jc!
if not you'll end up like me who is not sure whether to retain/transfer school/go poly now )))):
ahh but anyhow.
can't rewind time so i'll just decide what to do as time comes.
and don't worry la,
i'm not very upset.
just disappointed at the start but got back on my feet quickly.
yay yay yay so for now let's all paint our nailz and let down our hair and let the party beginz

happy birthday aaron!
it's been great knowing you;
taking 187 home together, doing weird faces, laughing at random people/actions, playing piano(hey we haven't played together!) etc.
do you remember them?
and do you remember the birthday text you sent me on my birthday this year?
so here's wishing you a smokin' seventeenth aaron!
<3

ps: photos will be up in the next post cuz some idiot(ahem) took my memory card reader away yesterday and all my images of you are stored in my phone card. hehe, wait for your awesome photos aaron. (:

pps: sorry for the long await too, been busy. ok busy now too. see you sooooooooon

i am actually quite sad now.

firstly, it was the alvin thing.
i'm really really really sorry alvin..
i didn't mean to say that on facebook i really forgot.
i think i should write something on facebook that goes " what?! you lied to me?! stupid alvin go relative's funeral then tell me go genting.."
sigh.

secondly, keith.
don't wna elaborate anyway.
nothing to do with the boy, but the surrounding's view of the boy.
):

thirdly, mummy.
i cried again..
i've never cried for so long?
like twice in a week.

been going through tough shit these days.
yesterday, yester-yesterday.
i feel very depressed.

plus the stress of promos drawing nearer gives me extra depression.
mummy is warning me not to get expelled.
wtf.

someone help me,
i think i'm getting too depressed,
so much so that i'm turning to miniclip.com for help.

thanks so much, for going to sleep just when i really needed you. 7minutes is all it took to understand your care and concern for me during such situations.

): ): ):

i pwomise no more sad posts after this.
17days to end of promos(credits to rufus)

hello,
sorry all for the long pauseeeeeeeeeee.

realized my chatbox is dead,
and is constantly reiterating that:

"This flooble chatterbox is temporarily unavailable. It will be back up shortly."

haha.
okayyyy anyway i decided to post today because its hari raya!
okay lame.

supposed to go amore with my mom, apparently she decided not to go after i cancelled my trip to melvinwah's house with boon -.-
sorry boon!
still feel damn bad y'knw.

anyway.
keith came over.
studied/played but 60% was playing lor shittttttttt.
chatted about having pets, and which type to get!
i always wanted to rear crabs but keith says it'll be smelly lor.
after all the discussion,
we havent come to a decision yet ):
but he seems to like hamsters?
hmm......
something happened along the way but i'm okay already (:
cried for the first time in front of him.. embarrassing lor.
and i swear keith is a damn sneaky old faggoty cheater!
he uses both hands while playing speed lor?!?!
but thanks to my nimble hands i still won before i flipped the cards :p

k my post seems stupid.
i cant think of anything to post.

-1 minute later

OH OKAY.
shit la left with 14 days to promos wtf?!?
okay since its 1214am now its 13 days.
FUCK MAN I HAVENT REALLY STARTED ECONS?!
i'm so fucking dead i really dont wna retainnnnnnnnn
god pls help me ok i promise i'll help myself first but pls give me the courage to overcome my distraction and laziness thanksssssss

OH.
random emotion;
I MISS MALAYSIA ALOT.
like seriously.
when i was at the airport last week,
i totally felt like taking a plane back to malaysia and visit carmenkellyevelynbryannickashton etc.
sigh sigh sigh.
i'll go back in dec for one month!
hope ashton comes quickly to singapore.
shall make a card for nick & eve soon hehe.




walao,
look at the book the guy on my right is holding.
I SWEAR THE BOOK IS DAMN AWESOME SHITZ
only 24 bucks wtf?!?!?!
theres like tons and tons and tons of wallyssssss to be found la.
aye yumiko dont forget you still owe me 20 bucks.
i want to buy it tooooooooooo ):

k its 1225.
late nw.
goodnight earthlingzxsss
<3

is it a curse or what?
i realized my last three posts were submitted at the fourth minute of a certain hour. scary.

keith chan is still not coming to school.
FOR A WEEK!
wth.
i'll only get to see him next tue.
someone kill me please.
or maybe i can secretly meet him...
HAHAAH but im screwed if i get caught/ get the virus from him.
sigh sigh sigh MUST STAY HAPPY GERALLLLL

okay no f word in this post sara haha